23 5 / 2013
"He wanted to draw out the moment before the moment—because as good as kissing feels, nothing feels as good as the anticipation of it."
23 5 / 2013
This last week or two I’ve been doing my own thing.
I’ve been doing things that make me happy, pushing myself both physically and mentally everyday and eating clean and healthy.
I haven’t wasted time or energy chasing people; the people that want to be in my life have made an effort to put themselves there, others have not. And that’s okay.
I’ve focused on myself; my wellbeing and my happiness and I’ve done what it takes to start improving that.
I’ve organised my life, in various ways. And I’ve appreciated the little things, such as the fact that it’s getting colder and I’ve been able to wear a hoodie almost everyday, and that I bought 6 new pairs of shoes yesterday that I actually like and will wear, which is more than I usually buy in a year.
I’ve worked out everyday, twice some days. I didn’t wait for someone to come with me and hold my hand. I went, I smashed it and I’m yet to regret one single workout.
I’ve also restored the copious amounts of inspiration I used to have.
This is the happiest I remember being in a long time, and the fact that I’ve got myself to this point by myself, is something that I’m really proud of.